WHAT A YEAR !!!
can you feel the vibes ? tiap tahun punya arti sendiri buat gue dan buat lo pastinya, 2013 gue bla bla bla . 2012 gue la la la . 2011 gue ye ye ye dan taun taun sebelumnya.
dan untuk tahun ini banyak hal keren yang gue lewatin. lagi ngerasa sayang sayangnya sama keluarga ,taun taun sebelumnya juga sayang but dis year is crazy love of them, selalu kangen dan bawaannya pengen pulang.
alhamdulilah semester di taun ini nilai agak naik sedikit meski gak banyak banget tapi ada perubahan yang signifikan.dan pembelajaran gue di semester 2 nilai gue kacau balau beliau banget dan the magic happened .i made it work .
gue berhasil mewujudkan resolusi gue di taun 2013. kalo rak buku gue harus diisi dengan "penghuni" baru, and yessss i bought lotsa books. uang gak sia sia lagi .jadi rajin ke book store and spent lot of time di kamar cuma baca buku. imma cool nerd huh ? :)
pindah tempat tinggal baru dan ngerasain suasana baru, kostan baru makluk aneh nan ajaib yang baru. i wont talk about it for more :/
next
love.
story.
haaaa. i guess i need more days to write about it .haha thats too much.
okey make it clear. i broke up with someone who spent his last year (about 2 years) with me.
that's worst thing but Tuhan punya rencana lain dibalik ini . and no longer time i knew a good guy and we loved each other. the hardest thing was we had to introduce ourselves again . i meant pdkt .approaching each other. start from begin. i was happy with him .my days was wonderful. he was heart warming. and we faced the second bad thing. we broke up ( ps: i broke up again) .and i thought, Tuhan punya rencana lain (again) .but we still keep in touch. masih suka hangout bareng and we still good.
and yes, i'm pretty.happy.single.person.at.this.time
even i always feeling alone there are few peoples are really good to me. a lot .(you know what i mean)
i knew someone yang baik banget, care of me and he's friend of my best friend. but we went to far. sampai pada akhirnya we got it wrong. we're not supposed to be like was . he went away and i'd stayed .
i have to tell something to someone i like too much.too.much
or maybe i supposed not to say anything(?) let me tell him the truth "hey,dude. i admire you .i guess .there's something that cant take my eyes off of you. i have lotsa reasons to see you each day. and you know what, i only want you to know this. but then you feel the same things too. no ..no... it doesnt mean i love you and i hope you want me too. it just a something you cant hide. i just cant hide this "
haha crazy madly love story .
sampai pada titik dimana kita gak bisa nyembunyiin perasaan ke seseorang. masih sayang sama mantan, its okey tell her/him . udah nyaman sama gebetan its okey ,its easy to say . jangan sampai kita terlambat buat ngucapin yang sebenernya kita rasain udah lama .
haha dan gak perlu berhari-hari ternyata buat nulis tentang ini. it just moreeee timeeeee i need to catching the memories :D
your mind is full loaded of shit things, get rid of them .
so, selama masih bisa ngomong.katakan. sebelum dia udah gak ada dan sesal yang tersisa
be good be truth
love!
I had a gratitude challenge from my lecturer. A kind of task but hmmm not really that task. Just to mention who you would like to thanks to . Entah itu orang, benda, binatang dan apapun itu. And here they are i would like to thanks to ( beside God, mom, dad, earth , air, water and etc) :
1. Haruki Murakami. Thanks for keeping me as a daydreamer , best author ever ( hope i have a chance to meet him someday). I still keep wondering how the moon became into 2 pieces (?)
2. Founder of lipstick
Bless her/him , God. Tanpa lipstik wanita adalah hampa :)
3. Admin dagelan and 9gag
Those account really make me laughing as hell.
4. Blog and Twitter
Terkadang ada kalanya ucapan kita tak mampu didengar. Sebab itulah engkau menulis.
5. Payung Teduh
Music. The thing i cant live without. Band indie favorite versi grammy 2013(?) Haha ngasal banget. Tapi really sure , setelah seharian penat dan stress musik folk bisa buat lebih calm.
My gratitude challenge is accepted. Yours ?